I feel like I'm not doing anything right.

I'm talking to a fellow Intern (Youth and Government), and I think it's the first time I've verbally put out there that I'm tired from working a week straight with no breaks.

(Writer's note: Actually not the first time, I made it my facebook status, but I have not had any further discussion of it at the time)

Not to disrespect where I currently work today, but if I'm only on my trial period now, how would I even have a chance at the real world?

Something has to change, and I don't even know where to start.

There are so many flaws in me, it's ridiculous. It's like remodeling the worst football team on the planet, and there's a lot of good players in free agency that could fix your flaws, but a salary cap is there to obviously cap what you can only get.

It's true that I'm creating excuses for myself, but I also do know the fact that I can only take one or two changes at a time (three, if I do it gradually). If I start taking them all in, my focus goes somewhere else, dwindles, and I'm starting from square one.

It sucks.

If there's anything else I need to learn, it's how to put a conclusion in these blogs. I suck at coming up with them. Maybe that's why I failed most of my AP exams.