Mash-up

Why is it that people believe in prayer if nothing ever goes right for them? Do people believe that it's their saving grace? I mean, even atheists or other religions do it (and sometimes to the wrong god.)

I always had this faith that everything would fall in place if I did everying right, especially when it counted. As of now, I'm very concerned about my ride to camp roberts for this friday. It seems like a long time coming, but for me it isn't, as time is ticking down and I can only wait until a certain time to wait for my next move.

It's wack.

Speaking of wack, a friend has jokingly (so I hope) speculating on my sexuality, thinking that I'm gay.

What.

I have nothing against gays. In fact, I support the fact that they are just as free as straights. But that's another issue.

While I'm a guy that has a tv schedule half suited for chicks (top model, greek, glee), I'm just the unfortunate victim of social awkwardness and low self esteem, and perhaps trauma. (Ask me about the last part, if you wish)

So really, In quoting young mc, I'm a straight man who doesn't want to hang myself on a celibate rope, nor do I want to become a monk abd leave the situation.

Tuesday tomorrow, and that could only mean a massive prep day for me tomorrow.

Gotta love tuesdays.